Saturday, November 22, 2008

The Load Has Passed


Finally I've finished the first draft of that wedding book. Yes that so frustrated wedding book that made me thought I can't design! I've sent it to the client. He said he has taken a glance at it and love it. 'If there's revision, it will be minor one', he said.

Ohh, it's been the darkest week ever for the past two months. My inspiration got locked, as if I struck a brick wall every time I tried to develop my ideas. At one time the idea looked brilliant, but got lame at the lay out. Sometimes it looked good, could be applied good, and then suddenly I hated it so much that I erased it instantly.

And as the time went by, I designed nothing! I was trapped on the same pages, over and over, with no clue at all! I was so frustrated, got a headache and irritated eyes, the right one and then the left one.

But yesterday I decided, no matter what, I have to finish it, no excuse anymore!!! I had already cornered at my limit.

And then, 'pop', it flowed. Not as good as usual when my muse is on the job. But, it did finished.

This hard week has made me realize, the inspiration is indeed the God's reward. Sometimes no matter how hard you try, you just can't produce anything.

Friday, November 21, 2008

The House that Simply Too Packed

Saya tau sekarang kenapa kita ngga bisa hidup 'damai' dalam serumah. Karena dalam 200 m2 populasinya terlalu padat: 5 orang, 1 anjing, dan 6 burung; sehingga setiap orang, setiap makhluk punya area aktivitas yang saling bersinggungan tak terhindarkan. Jadialah saya, semi-loner yang perlu waktu banyak bertapa sendirian dalam sepi ini hampir kehilangan ruang sunyinya. Belum lagi kuping saya yang super duper tajam menangkap bunyi hingga decit se-iprit-pun langsung tertangkap, terganggu...

Kadang saya suka merasa bersalah loh kalo merasa terganggu. Pertama, saya numpang, jadi ngga ada hak untuk terganggu. Kedua, harusnya saya bersyukur ada rumah. Banyak yang ngga punya rumah, berteduh dalam hujan. Rasanya seperti tidak mensyukuri apa yang dimiliki.

Tapi susahhh luar biasa untuk tetap bertenang waktu gangguan itu datang. Yahhh... saya ngga bisa mengubah orang lain, tapi saya bisa mengubah diri saya sendiri :)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Blank + Basi = PANIKKK!


Nasibnya jadi desainer nih. Kadang-kadang otak ini mati kutu ngga mau diajak kerja sama menciptakan sesuatu. Yang ada kalkulasi rasional kaya robot yang ngga bisa diaplikasikan untuk kerjaan yang butuh rasa.

Kaya kerjaan kali ini, bikin buku wedding. Biasanya bikin buku cantik kaya begini 'gampang', it's one of my forte, just like dreaming and jrenggg..., jadilah template menarik yang sering bikin klien sumringah.

Tapi kali ini boro-boro. Saya aja sebel liatnya apalagi klien. Walaupun sering juga sih, saya cinta klien yang sebel. Seperti yang Hubby bilang, 'ngga semua orang mikir dan liat kaya kamu, yang penting klien seneng'. Kalo dia ngomong gitu suka sebel, abis dia bener.

Balik lagi, duhhh, total 8 taun jadi desainer udah beribu-ribu kali kayanya ngalamin yang namanya stuck tapi tetep aja rasanya kaya mimpi buruk. Ngeblank, ga tau mau ngapain, gini basi gitu basi. Padahal Desember udah harus jadi lagi, sama CETAK! :(

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Mosquito Spray

I've never meet with someone so annoying like him. Just stay near him and you can detect that he is so boastful though he knows nothing. When he comments, what's best I can do is pretend not to hear for it is so useless that I can't stand it furthermore. His family doesn't respect him. When he talked, they all reacted indifferently. On the contrary, when the topic was sensitive, they just blurted their anger as if they took a revenge on something that has happened so long.

It's pathetic, because he's actually a kind man, but lack of social awareness and a very bad listener. Sometimes I took a pity on him. But you know, it's so hard to love someone like him because he's like a mosquito spray, people just don't like to stay near him.

Silence is Golden

Silence is an exclusivity in his family house. I just realized this when I have to live with them, that silence in my own family home is not every family's custom. For example, in mine, TV is only turned on when there is someone is watching. Talking is done in a talking volume, screaming is done when something urgent is happening or the we are just too far from each other to talk.

But in his, TV is almost turned on from morning to night. His parents talk to each other almost like screaming. And just like those are not noisy enough, they also eat noisily, burping, farting, just name any kind of sound what human can make, but added a big volume to all of them.

Maybe I'm just too sensitive, too aware to any kinds unnecessary things. But I'm kind of frustrated for not having my own silence moment, my private moment. I can find this excusive moment when I'm in toilet. I'm happier when every members of family (except him) are not at home. Even when I took a nap to clear my mind, it's very often that the sound of they slammed the doors woke me up because it happened so frequently.

I just need sounds outside my head to be turned off so I can turn on the sound inside my head.

But it's just so noisy here :(

Ngga Terlalu Penting

Kejutan! Saya bangun pagi hehehe. Belakangan bangun jam 9-10 karena kecapean, malah sempet bablas jam 11.

Kemaren malem mati gaya. Udah males banget cuma untuk diem di depan komputer juga. Mata udah sakit, kena radiasi terus-terusan. Waktu suami ngajak makan Padang sekeluarga seneng banget. Komputer langsung saya matiin. Pulang makan tidur deh... Jelek banget yah, hehehe.

Tidurnya cuma bentar terus bangun, mandi, akhirnya dengan sisa-sisa kekuatan bikin deh 12 bulan untuk agenda. Jam 10 di Star World ada Desperate Housewives. Episodenya lagi seru-serunya, Fairview kena tornado. Jam 11 masuk kamar, terusin Reservation Road, jam 1 tidur.

Dan tadi jam 6.45 saya bangun ngga ngantuk lagi. Kemaren sempet bilang sama suami mau kerja pagi aja. Malem udah ngga tahan. Ternyata jadi juga bangun pagi.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Tender 'Rese'

Duhhhhh, koq males banget yah bikin desain kalender buat tender... Mungkin gara-gara sebel sama prosedur tendernya. Masa yang diundang 8 perusahaan, masing-masing mesti bikin 3 alternatif, terus kalender dinding dan meja beda tema. Total berarti ada 48 desain! Saya sempet protes ke suami saya, malesss bikin tender brengsek kaya gini. Buang-buang tenga banget sihhhh... Masa cuma buat kalender aja mesti undang 8 perusahaan!!! Gara-gara KPK nihhh, semua BUMN takut kena gulung, jadinya mereka berusaha taat prosedur, takut dituduh koruptor. Yang dapet efek ga bagusnya yah kaya saya gini, 'UKM' tak terperhatikan, hiks, hiks...

Tapi mau marah gimana... balik-balik bego kita sendiri sihhh... Kan ngga ada yang paksa ambil. Emang kita juga iseng-iseng berhadiah, mumpung partner kita termasuk 'favorit' di tender ini.

Yah nasib, masih kecil, belum banyak pilihan :-(

Thursday, November 6, 2008

To Retain My Sanity

For all this year, this is my routine:
9.00-10.00 Wake up
–Working–
12.00-01.30 Have lunch
–Working–
16.00 Have a 15 minutes-1 hour break
–Working–
18.00-19.00 Dinner
–Working–

(NOT BUSY DAY)
20.00 Stop working, reading a book, calling my parents, browsing, or playing computer games

(BUSY DAY)
Working till late, my record lately is 3.00 in the morning when everything seemed blurred and my brain working like a ten years ago computer processor.

And this month so crazy that almost everyday I designs like marathon. Sleeps with a kind of relieve for completing the day's target and then wakes up with a big load in my head to finish the next.

I'm very afraid that this kind of routine can drain me, not only physically, but mentally. So I tried everyday to light up my mood, most of the times it's work, especially since I routinely go to church to get a lot positive encouragement after an exhausted week. Going to church reminds me how I always finally could pass all my obstacles and how God always guides me to overcome them bravely and safely. And what doesn't kill you make you stronger.

It's just like everytime I loose my power, I'm reminded again that I'm not as weak as I thought before. It's my mind that weakens myself, not the obstacles.

I used to think that my greatest supporter was my father. Yes he's wise, kind, and everything one child can hope in a father. I love and respect him very much. But lately he has so many things that weight his head. He just needs rest and freed from thinking all the problems, him and his children.

This makes me realize that I shouldn't rest on the shoulder of another human though it was my father. Human grows old and tired, and human has limit. It's God I should lean on. He's the creator of my life.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Bvlgary Jasmine Noir






This perfume is one example of creating drama for a bottle of scent. A jasmine scent in an elegant minimalist shape bottle that shows it's class, confidence just in black and gold (though not so unique compared to other perfume bottles designed). But it drew my attention by how the perfume was 'sold'. They names it black jasmine, which is the name itself is already create a mysterious aura, since the black jasmine sounds so exotic and rare ingredients. The launching itself was located at Turkey, a night that attended by who's who socialite, movie star, and fashion mogul.

I just thinking, without all dramas attached to it, it's just another new perfume comes to market. Well, it's another lesson how to sell your ideas.

Burberry from Lowry






For Fall Winter 2008-09 Burberry creative director Christopher Bailey went in the opposite direction from his Spring 2008 collection which was a vibrant jubilee of color.

The label found it’s inspiration in L.S. Lowry, an artist from northern England. Lowry was famous for depicting life in England’s industrial areas, and tended to use drab gritty colors. The designer told Reuters, “I really wanted to look at all the old Lowry paintings … there’s something quite nostalgic, there’s something (in them) a little romantic, something a bit industrial.”

Bailey’s inspiration came across as leaves flooded the runway to set the earth tone in which the collection was based. The muted color palette involved rich deep shades of reds and browns.

The cut of Baileys matchstick thin suits was sharp and unforgiving. They were accompanied by silk shirts with prints that were untucked.

The muted color palette forces you to study the details which included piping on suit jackets and fur trimming on coats. cable knit beanie hats were ubiquitous throughout the show, as were gloves of all sorts. Knit gloves, fingerless gloves, reptile skin gloves, gloves with extra long cuffs, Burberry is heavily pushing their accessories game.







And here's about the Inspirator:

Lowry and Loneliness
The first time I saw the paintings of the British artist, Laurence Stephen Lowry, I was struck by their humor and sense of optimism. Later, when I read about him, I was surprised to be told that most of the paintings characterized the deep loneliness of the man. That painting – and classical music, his other passion – were buffers against the cold winds of his single existence. Lowry never married and was always something of a recluse – exactly the things to mark him out as odd in our society. But loneliness is not a permanent state and Lowry was certainly not socially handicapped – acquaintances and friends speak of his warm sense of humor – so it seems to me that perhaps he was just a person who simply preferred his own company the best and saw no reason to change the state of things.

Lowry, The Artist
Lowry painted and studied art diligently for a very long time – it used to annoy him quite a bit in later years when people assumed he was a 'self-taught' artist, who came by his art easily, without all the practice and hard-work that goes into it. For all the child-like stick figures in his work, he had worked hard to develop a good proficiency at Life Painting and he sketched almost incessantly. He used to carry along a sketchbook on his work rounds and every time something interesting caught his eye, he would stop and make a quick sketch. These sketches were later incorporated into his paintings. Mostly of his early works were industrial scenes. His color palette was limited – vermilion, yellow ochre, prussian blue, white, and black mainly.

He was interested in art for art's sake - and his work shows a very sympathetic and observant eye for detail - and he never really bothered about trying to sell his works or try to set up an exhibition. He probably would have remained unnoticed if his works, sent to a shop for framing, had not been seen by an art dealer from London. Immediately impressed, he sought the artist out and insisted on giving him a one-man exhibition at the Alex Reid & Lefevre Ltd. Art Gallery in London.

The exhibition was a success, with the Tate Gallery buying one painting, and from henceforth, Lowry was feted in the art world and his paintings sold for good sums of money.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Cinta dalam Bento

Beberapa tahun yang lalu saya sempat merasakan jadi orang kantoran, kerja di gedung mewah di kawasan premium Mega Kuningan. Seperti kebanyakan orang kantoran di sana, kami makan siang di Mall Ambassador yang banyak banget tempat jajanannya. Anehnya dengan segala kelimpahan jenis makanan itu, saya dan teman-teman kantor sering merasa bingung menentukan pilihan makan di mana karena bosan. Lagi-lagi soto ambengan, lagi-lagi ayam penyet... Lucunya ada dua gerai makanan yang selalu bikin kami kangen minimal sebulan sekali: KFC dan Hoka Hoka Bento atau Hokben. Dan rasa nagih ini kami rasakan bersama hingga rasanya wajar kalau salah satu di antara kami bilang, 'wah udah lama nih, ke KFC yuk' atau 'ke Hokben yuk.'

Kenangan ini muncul lagi saat saya ke Kartika Chandra, untuk gunting rambut and ngecat di salon langganan. Gunting plus ngecat biasanya makan waktu minimal 3 jam. Untuk mencegah saya pingsan di bak cuci rambut, saya isi perut dulu di Hokben Kartika Chandra. Karena makan sendirian, saya jadi 'iseng' mengamati sekeliling. Walaupun sudah pernah melihat Hokben di Senayan City, saya baru sadar betapa Hokben sudah banyak berganti wajah sejak jaman dulu saya masih orang kantoran.

Hokben yang dulunya tampil dengan warna primer merah, biru, kuning seperti lukisan Piet Mondrian, sekarang tampil lebih eksklusif dengan warna dominan merah dan hitam. Kalau dulu dindingnya polos putih dengan foto-foto menunya, sekarang dindingnya berwarna hitam, dihiasi mural kolase foto wanita Jepang berelemen grafis gaya Jepang seperti pagoda, kipas, bambu. Mural tersebut dibuat dengan gaya foto ala foto fashion dengan tone warna yang eksotik, kekuningan dan cenderung surealistik. Kursi-kursi plastik gaya fastfood sudah digantikan dengan kursi-kursi tripleks berlapis veneer dengan rangka stainless stell. Tampaknya Hokben sedang berbenah diri ke arah menjual 'lifestyle', yang mengutamakan kenyamanan, bukan lagi sekedar tempat makan.

Hanya saja perubahan itu tampak belum total. Tampilan menu pada neon box masih seperti yang dulu. Warna merah dan hitam Hokben yang baru belum secara konsisten diterapkan. Warna merah, biru, ungu, hijau, tampil pada nama menu yang mengaburkan identitas Hokben yang sekarang. Nama menu yang menggunakan font latin bergaya kanji sebenarnya tidak perlu. Dengan pesan yang sudah berlimpah: nama brand Hoka Hoka Bento (Bento adalah nasi kotak Jepang), mural bergaya Jepang, warna merah hitam, dan penyajian menu dalam mangkuk dengan sumpit, penggunaan huruf lain kekanji-kanjian malah menjadikan Hokben seperti kurang yakin dengan jualannya sendiri memang bento dari Jepang. Yang paling 'lucu' adalah logonya, anak kembar laki dan perempuan yang gaya ilustrasinya masih seperti desain kantung ulang tahun anak-anak sablonan ekonomis dua warna. Mungkin ada unsur feng shui yang dipercayai telah menghibahkan kemakmuran pada pendiri Hokben.

Tapi dengan segala ketidaksempurnannya, Hokben seperti bukti nyata dari there's always a room for improvement. Sebagai brand yang sudah memiliki banyak sekali pelanggan fanatik, Hokben menunjukkan diri sebagai brand yang rajin berbenah untuk terus memikat pelanggan setia dengan terus memperluas fungsinya.

Berbicara tentang Hokben, koq tiba-tiba saya kangen dengan Egg Chicken Roll dan saus mayo-nya yah. :)